my mind myself and alone again
by lotusgrl
Posted to Action Poetry on 2003-12-08 23:10:00
i literally search myself
300 hits i wrote myself
worth of three years of memories
id rather not remember
but sometimes i do say
there was something good
something worthwhile
something made me happy today
that i can sing in my head
even when you arent here
so say gnite
turn off the lights
and turn me on
even when theres no one here but me
that i can say gnite to myself
and say gnite again and again
and ill lie straight to their faces
saying im really fine
fully knowing its a lie
all i need
my mind
myself
and my bed
alone again