temporary lobotomy, please?

by sullen girl

Posted to Poetry on 2001-12-31 01:56:00

Delicate insides
Hard shell,
web of lies
Beauty and ugliness combine
Soft faces, cold hearts
Hang me by your sturdy rope
Suck away my last dying breath
My little morsel of hope
Love the hatred you possess
Ancient tears stained on this flesh
Beckoned by my heart’s request
Embark upon your latest conquest
Forget the lost soul frowning at you
Forget…is what they all do
Aren’t you proud of your evil work
Can I be special to you,
for another moment or two?
Can someone put me out of my shameful, pathetic misery
Um, Dr. Kevorkian, will you see me?
I disgust myself
and you as well
Bitter tasting
Rotting insides
Inhabiting what’s been called a model’s body
(is that supossed to be a compliment?)
You’ve got your looks
Does that mean I’m dumb?
Oh, and are the scars gonna be okay?
Hide
I HATE my heart and mind
If only I could give it a temporary lobotomy
Just tonight…
Maybe?
Please?