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by loneliness

Posted to Stories on 2004-04-26 08:25:00

Parent message is 640524
you don’t understand, i didn’t say sue you, i said place harassment charges, i still have those ‘civil’ messages’, michelle was civil, jessica wasn’t.

i don’t want any contact with you rosie, you were a bad part of my life that i have grown from, i see you have changed too….

i rarely drink so i am sober and coherent now, then i wasn’t, and as for you versions of what happened, they are yours, you keep them, cuz i don’t want them, just like i don’t to any part of this drama you are bringin into my life, it has been almost a year, late june, since i locked up the storage, ask to see the records, then, i also paid the six months of late charges and bills on it, when i came back from bein deployed, i am not here to cast stones, i am sorry that i have offended michelle, she has a good heart, and i wasn’t the one that coined her the penguin, ask jessica who that was, cuz it wasn’t me….i won’t get into all your story you were so eloquently tellin, i will say this, leave my family alone, leave me alone, this was my way to express how i felt, it wasn’t a forum for you, or contact with you…..

i hope one day you find it in yourself to forgive everything, i know i have, but havin in brought back like this doesn’t help anything, it helps no one, i had to deal with who i was back then, yes, i looked in the mirror, and i changed, cuz i was a horrible person, unlike you i guess, i had a serious problem, that i dealt with, and i am better for it, i don’t need your approval for anything i do, or did, just like you don’t mine, i say grow up, move on, and let it go, i am tryin hard to do so right now, it was easy when you and your friends were not pushin yourselves in my life…..

civil is polite, not name callin and throwin accusations, like you seem to be doin everytime i turn around, i just want my family to be left alone, that’s all, your family was never mediocre to me, in fact, i think you have one of the happiest, and i always said that, it never bothered me to be there, it felt good, maybe you never realized that, since all seemed to do was ridicule you, i am just askin you please, stay out of my life, my sister, olga, knows you, she remembers me tellin her things about you and she says it is sad that things are the way they are now, i agree, i just hope you find your new strength enough to help you move on, and let go of all that hatred, cuz now, you are no different that the person i used to be….



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