A Letter to Mommy [PC]

by arielWN

Posted to Stories on 2004-05-15 05:14:00

Mommy, please kiss it and make it better!

Ouwee! Ouwee! Ouwee! IT HURTS!!! Please kiss it and make it go away! Cut out my heart and kiss it better. Or better yet, just send it back up to Heaven for repair. ‘Cuz it’s broken beyond all hope, hanging from a tree at the end of its rope. Mommy, send it back to Heaven! Rewind the time and put it back in your womb, back up the ladder before your first thought of me. Yeah, through all the chakras of Light, numbers 1 thru 7…and don’t let it stop ’til it reaches Heaven!

Oh, Mommy! I feel like I could die! I can’t stop crying, I just cry and cry! You and I both know why. So Mommy please! One more time, will you kiss it and make it better?

You see…
I murdered my marriage
And now I despair
The one on the other end
Doesn’t even care!

And why should he, Mommy?
When I held the keys
But he always drove
And always away from me.

Did I do that?
Did I make him run?
And if I did,
Please make it undone!

How is it so
That I’m said to be loved
And yet lovers so close…
From them I get shoved

So close my coffin
And lay me to rest
For this I cannot take
Not another day of this test!

The last drop of blood
Is oozing its pain
These sliced wrists of mine,
And collapsing vein

My face is so blue
My eyes are so red
And one final tear
Before I am dead

So this is good-bye
But PLEASE don’t cry!
I’ve cried enough for both of us,
You and I.

Mother, I love you and I’m sorry…


Kisses,
Your baby girl