mine,

by foolish_Paeter

Posted to Utterances on 2002-12-13 21:47:00

Parent message is 339860
I was 15. We were on the lakeshore out behind my house, sitting on leaves, talking, tickling eachother, watching & listening to the waves. Then suddenly we both moved toward eachother (and I was thinking something along the lines of “She’s gonna kiss me! Yes!”), and it just happened. The first one was a standard kiss; then the tongue stuff came. It was wonderful, mindblowing, incredible. I never felt so… Natural as during our many trips down to the lake. I felt like I belonged; in nature, in the world. Everything would just come together and the universe unified. It was a real transcendent experience.

The second girl was good too, but never quite as much because I could never get her to open up inside (“and I think I saw a crack once,/and I think there was light on the other side/but it closed back up/and I, patient, sad, sighed.” from my poem “I sang for you”). But the first kiss with her was really a great thing too. It all started out so shy and coy, and it was just really sweet.