i can relate
there was a time that i listened to the blank red blinks
and chased away time with silence.
denial is inevitable, who wants to be left...bereft
of that love, it took me a lot of convincing until i saw
her in my place
i was supposed to be in his arms
my stomach dropped to the cold floor and my heart was torn from my chest by his unsympathetic eyes.
i was just a toy for him to chase time away with for awhile