hiya leah! ;-)
when one expresses themselves thru means which may be called 'experimental' or 'new' one must not anticipate a massive audience. that is why the fringe is a fringe.
to do your thing on the edge of acceptable, leaves you simply on the edge.... however there is hope that your words/art will someday no longer be 'edgy', that the masses will grow out to where you are at (or have been), and the fringe will be woven within the blanket of acceptability of where 'they' are at now.
in the meantime, continue to experiment according to your own need and fear not the inevitable rejection that will happen as you express yourself today.
you do have an audience within litkicks that supports your efforts.