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I know something's wrong...

Posted to Utterances

I can feel it in my gut. Like vomit that squirms around and around. He's forgot again. I know he has. About our moments. the promises. And all I can do is brace myself. I can feel it. It's coming. Like the last time. And the time before. Whatever it is, I'll be ready this time. I won't go back anymore. I know something's brewding. Something dark. He's forgot again. I'm not gonna cry. Not this time. Not any more. He always, inevitably thinks hate; I only feel love. i wish i could truly hate. Feel something other than pain. Someday... is all I can hope.

No. Forever... nevermore.