unfortunately, i feel that you are missing the point of poetry. it is not just a mass of word. it has a common thread of decency and soul. A superior contimplation of reality, so a part of nothingness that it becomes conscious. you need to find a soul, then the words will come! disengage yourself from life, if only for a moment, and let yourself see what you really are. poetry is exactly what humanity is and lives, but from an observational distance.
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