im just fucked with all that stuff
i was raised christian and taught that if i even looked at someone in lust i had sinned and had to repent
for some reason i just happen to be a very physical intense giving desirous (is that a word?) person who loves love and human contact and... you get the picture
so i have all these awesome feelings inside me that are... me! what i am. and here i have all these beliefs clotted in my mind that ae constantly tearing at me telling me that im a terrible person and all this shit that drives me crazy! i dont know if you violet read my prophcy but that was partially about that and the growing realization that i am probably a wiccan as it runs in my family. i just have constant issues with sex and all that.