I just want to wake up and see god in my cup of coffee ,I want to live inside of every moment ,I just want to look around and see the truth ,the stripped down naked bare bones of reality and say “ahhh.”. I want dreaming to be obsolete ,no delusion ,bullshit ,hip posturing . I want to sit under stars on the side of a mountain and see my hand in front of my face. I want my mind to stop moving and see the holy stillness of all existence from infinity to here and tomorrow. No past ,no future ,just the vast ,big now.