believe you me, nothing will make you feel better than an orgasm. music will help you clean house. when my wife left, i didn't pick up a damn thing for 4 weeks. i didn't even bathe for 2. finally i couldn't take it. music helped. i'm sure there's somebody you can call. even if it's someone you aren't thrilled about, go do something where you're bound to meet someone. get drunk. numbers. never understimate the power of clean clothes, some cologne and good breath. i've noticed clean nails work too
kids grow up. my wife has mine. i'm sure she tells them all kinds of nonesense, but they know better. i already set my ground. and i will keep pushing to be there for them. kids are not stupid.