you are confused
but i understand. i would be too, if i were you.
what i mean, is people that post three threads in a row. i think it's selfish and annoying. as for your masturbatory behavior the other day, i read it, but its hard to reply to. you wonder "should i interrupt with some cock, er, i mean poetry, of my own, or should i leave hime to it?"
so yeah. you didn't do that taboo thing. i hate what you did a lot less than i ahte what some other people do, if that make soyu feel any better.