I'm like you:
I have an inner split. But remember there is a major difference in attacking a city and warning a city for months and then giving a deadline and then attacking shorly after. We also gave them away out but Saddam didn't take it. Again I still have my own split. I don't like the idea of war. I've worried as much as anyone else. I just keep thinking that this war would have happened eventually no matter what we have done. You're also right the conspiracies just aren't there.