George Orwell, 1984
just got to its makings of a love story! the girl is hot! and the idea that control leads him to a love of corruption/deviancy, an attraction to the taboo! helps to explain our own society's fetishist inclinations! a very good book so far! have reached part II.
also, another thing it thought me: that there may be many more people out there that, though they are 'in the system' they are not necessarily 'of the system'. its led me to the idea of hidden, delicious deviancy; of love being expressed secretly by more people than we think. a beautiful realisation to have, i think.