that numbness you speak of..sucks, bad. Espically when you have a office job, typing on a computer. But i must prevail, bob dylan made a career of being a bad guitar player, according to everyone he played with.
Also the poetry is pretty good, its quite graphic-the words, i think you could make a intresting comic book with your art, and your words. But im a pretty old kid and like those sort of things
thanks for posting the poems