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a scene from a low-budget movie directed by an idiot

Posted to Poetry

he had never fired a gun before,
and he knew that his first time
would be his last
last of all that he knew
..last time of hearing about
his pathetic nature
..last time of feeling the
crippling guilt that came
from 'not posessing the
ability to live in reality'
..last time he'd feel the dispair
of being rejected by the One
..last time to hate the self
that wants to hurt from time
to time
..last time he'd fantasize about
holding the cold heavy metal
just so..
there's a first time for
and a last time too.
but we've established that, right?