I've never actually seen
The show, i'm not sure we get it out here in the western world.
As for the painkillers, i wish i could. I'm not new to the whole concept of pain, my body has been broken twisted sliced and diced more than i'd care to repeat, but this pain is something else. There's no ignoring it. It feels at times like i've been sodomized by a red hot iron pole that goes straight up my spine to the base of my brain. I'm just hoping that after the next surgery i'll be able to ditch them. Although i must say they mix fabulously with weed and booze.