is really a nice girl at heart, just confused
I should stay away but I don't want to.
See, I'm generally not a pushover, but when certain people push......
But I can't allow myself to fall in love with her, because I know it would end badly (at least from this point)
There's also the matter of...
well, I'll put it this way: she's got a roadmap to a place I'm very interested in exploring.
We're officially friends with an extreme lack of personal space. Half of me is going along with this while the other half is secretly working to make her fall in love with me.