does anyone else suffer from the same affliction as me? do you want to believe, want to be able to feel something or belive in something with your entire being and yet feel completley deviod of any emotion? i want to feel pain, outrage, indignation, and all the other things in life that enable youto truly appreciate or enjoy the world. i feel numbed by everything i do...i need a jolt!
can someone please recommend the last book or poem or anything they read or listened to that made them feel something or believe in something so strongly that they still have a small smouldering core of pure emotion that refuses to just fade into the monotony of life.