past present future
the past is hard because you can't get rid of it or change it. the present is hard because it is always moving away and trying to become the past and then you can't get rid of it or change it because its already gone. i don't know what the problem with the future is. i never really think about the future. i am far to busy stuck in the present thinking about the past. i do sometimes think about the future, but hardly. maybe i ought to think about the future. the future terrifies me, if you want the truth. everything terrifies me. i can barely get up in the morning or take a piss without worrying about some god awful thing that is going to happen. i do it to myself you see. i tear myself and my life and my moments on the earth apart. what am i doing to myself. i need to look on the bright side, get dumb.