i cant get into the whole debate. i am just trying to save myself. once i have saved myself and i am in a mental space that allows me to have a more expansive outlook i may well get into something of the political mode and start doing something. if a child is starving somewhere because of certain policies or if a war is raging because of certain policies or if there is inequality because of certain policies and certain powers then none of us can justify not doing anything. i am not apathetic i just think the problem of the world and the way it is organised is so FUNDAMENTALLY caught up in the hell that is hegemony that there is no point. i think most people dont want to change. i have no opinions on anything because if i did i would have to have an opinion on everything and i would go crazy like that.