lies for shit

by wantabeurdog

Posted to Action Poetry on 2002-09-07 11:02:00

lies it’s all lies everything is a fucking lie
if only I could die for some shit
my life insurance would pay for the house and shit
they would be set and shit
the conspiracy only a death wish
if only i could die for some shit
i will not move or eat any of that shit
does mental illness count as suicide
if it’s slow and painful do they pay for that shit
starvation will take a long time, shit
but i will only pass out and shit
be taken to a hospital for shit
they will feed me through a needle
no way to do this shit
start a fight with a man that has a gun
embarrass him beyond his minds reason
he will kill me or just shoot for paralysis
still nothing but madness to flood happiness
i would not have to move
i would drive a speedster through my bed thoughts
my hair blowing in the fever rains
drain the plugs hot spots
it’s all lies everything i do or say is lies
everything everyone else is doing is fucking lies
flies are conspirators
in dunes they come for my blood
cause i laughed at the seagulls
they would not stop biting me
for seagull dignities sake
see the seagulls feed the flies
the flies must do whatever the seagulls tell them to do
i love seagulls
the glide the swoop the footprints
yet they would send their slaves to abolish me
to feed on my face
a voice says to breath
breath in the beauty of your life
breath the sand and choke
if only i would choke on the sand
really choke on the sand
then the flies could feast
what bastard kind of crusade is this
this touching me crusade
sent ghosts to drive me mad
lighting ghosts to train me to fry matter
solid fry daddy matter of fact
is lies from shell fucks
and fish in paris float dead
for the conspirators ship
it’s all lies
it’s all lies
for money
i’d rather die
i’d rather die
for sandy rusted pieces of conspiracy ships
then drink from a flask of salvation dollars
drive flippant junk juries to scream of guilty sages derangements
fairest dredges of nightmare calendar shit
say what you do for the yen
shyster shit head fool trip shit
shit for shit for shit
exchange brains for change
is shit for shit for shit
shasta cram cola dreams right up my fucking ass
i fucking hate hate hate
to see future events for shame of shit
shot for shit it’s all shit for shit
for shit to disappear to disappear
picture shank slide shit in fits
it’s this ending of shit for shit it’s just shit
yes i see it to the ends of shit for the shit
it’s all shit it’s all this shit
pulsing brain log data ship
ghosts reveling in madness and shit for shit
can you dig it
for my minds shit i never met you
it’s shit for shit for shit
all about this fucked up shit
that’s what it must be massaging my brain
messages of shit signals for shit
cause it’s all for shit to disappear
the shit that stays massage to lick the rest of this shit